CHRISTMAS

Remember the Christ in Christmas.

6 more mins to Christmas (:
Christmas isn't about Santa Claus, the presents and all the Christmas carols.
The main point is the celebrating and giving thanks to God's grace for us (:
Christmas is the day that He sent His precious son,
joy because we can finally reconcile with Him,
pain because He had forseen what must happen to His son before we can have salvation.

Praise the Lord (:
It's 12 am now!
MERRY CHRISTMAS !(:

DO IT FOR HIM



After youth camp, I thought back to the days when I was serving God with the camp comm.
I really missed the joy of serving Him with all of them.
It was always filled with joy and laughter,
although we do have our serious times when it comes to God's Word during meetings.
Whenever I think of all this moments, I can't help but think back to the night of Day 0.
It was the night before youth camp and it was already 12 plus.
We were all the church terrace and we just had a session of pouring out our feelings.
As we sat under the starry night, Eu Jin and Pauline appeared with a bucket, soap and towel.

I immediately guessed what they were going to do but I didn't really know how to respond.
Soon, all of us fell silent.
Then Eu Jin and Pauline proceeded to wash our feet,
just like how Jesus did to his disciples.
As the moments passed, the image of Jesus washing his disciples feet kept on flashing through my mind.
I felt so touched that I was speechless.
I was just telling God how great a leader Pauline and Eu Jin is.
I felt that God was just with us (: looking at what Pauline and Eu Jin is doing and feeling pleased with them (:

As youth camp is finally here, though we are always rushing here and there being busy but we really felt the joy (:
Though it was physically draining, but ultimately Eu Jin and Pauline told us that we should constantly remind and encourage each other.

As the 2nd night approaches,
I felt sad that I had to leave.
I kept praying to God in my heart that if it's possible, can I not leave? But if it's His Will, then let everything be according to His Plan.
Though I really had to leave,
the good thing was that I realised how much I couldn't bear to leave the camp comm and the camp.
I just felt that through the camp, we really grew closer (:

As I leave for my CCA camp the next day, I admit that I went with a very heavy heart.
Then I saw all the encouraging SMS from the camp comm members and my CG that I felt that I should just do my best for them and God (:
That was what kept me going throughout the whole camp.
It was a good thing actually, the camp helps me to be stronger (:

I really saw the passion Eu Jin and the rest of the camp comm have.
I really thank God that I decided to join the camp comm this year,
I really learned a lot more about serving from each and every one of them and Im so glad that I know so many more brothers and sisters-in-Christ who will always encourage me and remind me whom Im doing all this for (:
May God bless them! (:

Lastly, thank God for being with us during the camp! (:

Better Than Life - Hillsong (Motion Typography)

She, you & me

LOOK AT THOSE TWO BESIDE ME.
HAHAHAH YES,
we are all retarded in a way,
just that the two of them are more retarded ._.
I think I was influenced by them.

Anyhoo.
It was so fun during the half-a-squad lunch (:
I didnt know what happened but I suddenly laughed so hard when Sheng Hui slapped me (yes, she slapped me literally /: )
So I started tumbling onto Hui Yee and then we were laughing so hard.
I even buried my face in my bag.
But I cant hide my unglam-ness,
According to Hui Yee, I laughed so hard until I snort ...
Ouch, I laughed until my stomach hurt.
Qing Le wasnt laughing so much, just that she kept making funny comments to make me laugh.

Thank you the both of you for always bringing me so much laughter (:
I always cant help but laugh when im around the both of you.
Im kind of glad for zcomp,
if not we would not have spent so much time together!

Now for the serious part :O
You may think im weird that I suddenly became so evangelistical and share the gospel with you and all that.
But I feel that it's very urgent and important.
Who knows what will happen tomorrow?
and No im not imposing my views on you,
I just want you to have a chance to know who God is and hope that you will believe in him (:
So that next time when I go to heaven, I can see the both of you there too (:

Life With God

(:

“ That I no longer live, but Christ lives in me.

That cross was my death too. “

Christ

Freedom

I knew everyone could not contain their excitement as we waited for Mr Tan to collect our papers.
The whispering turned to shouting as he finally collected all our papers.
We were so noisy that even our Vice-Prinicpal came in to scold us...
Nevertheless, my Exams are over and Im FREE from the books! (:
No more sleeping for only 3 or 4 hours and struggling to stay awake in class by asking my friends to poke or slap me if I really do fall asleep /:

I thank God that throughout this exam period,
He let me see how wonderful my teachers are by sending all those touching and personal encouragement e-mails to the class.
Especially Mr Tan.
Tears welled up in our eyes as we read them and we felt so bad that we did not pay our full attention in his Physics class.
Even when he stepped on a nail and got admitted to the hospital, that was just one week before the exam, he was still worried about us and sent us all the past year papers to do for physics...
Plus, he always sacrifice their image during classes by saying or doing something funny when they teach just so that we can remember what we are supposed to.
Though sometimes the things he says are kind of weird and worries us ._.
Thank God that all the other teachers are just as sweet (:

Thank God for my family.
Mum and Dad are always buying my favourite food, compromising with me. Especially my dad,
he always turn off the radio and television when I complained :( that it was too loud.
He even learnt how to order gongcha just for me.
Normally he will say that it's troublesome and he cant remember the name of the drink or the sugar level etc /:

though exams ended, I dont really feel the joy.
Maybe because I know I should have studied harder for God.

Hope bev's grandma will be alright! (:

The image of a Christian

Dear God,

Today Eu Jin let us watch a video at the start of the camp comm meeting.
The video was about how some Christians focus on bearing the image of You that they take it as what Christianity means.
The video struck me a lot.
Because I know im like that.
Sometimes I know that I focus too much on how I potray the image of You to others rather than my relationship with You.
I even thought that by just bearing Your image was enough.
But You spoke to me today,
You told that the most important thing You wanted me to do was to search my own heart.

Love,
Dionis

Now all I have I count it all as loss
But to know You and to carry the cross
Knowing I'm found
In the light of the aftermath

Insecurity

Dear God,

Suddenly end-of-years exam seems so real,
it's only 14 days left.
I cant help but feel insecured and scared.
I fear that I could not live up to everybody's expectation so much that I neglected Your expectation of me.
I know You dont want my good results,
all You want is for me to put You first in my life.
No matter how good my past 3 terms results are,
please help me to learn to depend on you.
Please help me to remember that all my achievements were given to me because of Your grace.

I pray that would You please be with me everyday as I study for my EOYs.
No matter what my EOY results may be,
Please help me to be thankful to You and help me handle my successes and failures properly.
Help me to find security in you rather than in my studies.
I would like to pray for my CG and other friends too,
please grant them wisdom and understanding when they are studying.
Please grant us peace in our hearts.

In Jesus'precious name,
Amen (:

Tenth Ave North - You Are More

Playmax'11

Me and Qing Le met first before going to meet the rest.
We were discussing how to introduce ourselves to the others.
We then made our way to cityhall station where I met Boon Suen & Rhonda.
While on the train, we played empire; theme was cartoon characters.
Hehe, Dorcas guessed that Im smurf at her first try.
She's amazingly good at this game every time!
Qing Le almost won (:
We walked a distance before reaching playmax.
We ate pasta then went to walk around the blog shops.

Soon we went to the hall, the stage performance was starting, at first it was just fun and all.
Then came the message, the sharing.
I was sitting right beside Qing Le in the hall.
As the speaker shared about Jesus, I stole occassional glances at her,
wondering what she was thinking then.
I prayed silently that her heart was opened to the sharing and that she would come to understand who Jesus is and what He did for us.
I really hope that she will have a chance to know this awesome God.
I knew she was listening intently, she had a serious look on her face.

After stagemax, we went to walk around again.
We went to eat ice-cream, bought some stuff and went to the busker.
He's so cool, I wonder how he does all those cool magic tricks and at the same time sharing the gospel through them (:
He had to keep on repeating his same tricks and his explainations to different groups of people yet he doesn't seem tired at all.
Lucille then said she, Elna & Dannica had to go to the toilet.
Me & Qing Le were supposed to wait by the tree near the food stalls.
My other friends were still shopping, they are so crazy about that & bought a whole bunch of stuff  ._. so normally they were not really by my side.


However, Qing Le told me she wanted to go into St.Andrew's Catherdral.
I agreed.
We wanted to go in by the main entrance but it was closed.
As we watched through the gate, we saw how beautiful it was inside.
The elaborately decorated walls, the high ceiling with the tainted windows, the long red aisle leading to the stage with the brown neat benches on both its sides.
It was like something out of the movies.
We mention about how beautiful it must be to walk down that aisle on your wedding day.
We were determined to go in.
We went around the catherdral and found a door.
We were hesitating whether to enter but we did anyway.
It was so quiet. It was practically silent.
At the same time so peaceful.
We sat at the first row.
I could feel God's presence. I knew she could too.
We would have stayed longer if we could but we left after awhile because Lucille was waiting for us.

After we met the rest we played games.
We played for only awhile because most of us had to go home already.
Before we left, Lucille shared with us "2 ways to live." (:
Then we went back home on train.

We smurf yami yoghurt!

La la lalala sing a happy song (:
The smurfs are so cute! I went to watch the movie with Sue Lun today (:
We each went to buy a jumbo size peach flavoured yami yoghurt.
Fine, I was the one who suggested to buy the jumbo size because I was frozen yoghurt-deprived for long D:
We even smuggle the yoghurt into the cinema and it was a success :D

We end up eating more than half of it before the movie started.
But the movie was funny, I kept laughing in the cinema.

After that we went to yoshinoya to have our lunch.

It's great that we finally got to watch a movie together after so long.
Guess we will have to wait until our year ends are over before we can see each other again.

So much things to say to each other but so little time!

Dear God,

Dear God,

Im sorry for the times when I said that I would change but I went on sinning.
Im sorry for the times when I broke my promises to you and disappoint you.
Im sorry for the times when I forgot about you,
I know that You are always waiting by my side,
waiting for me to reach out to take the Bible and read your Word.
Im sorry for the times when I seek the praises of others instead of yours.

Thank You for everyday that Im alive, so that I can live my life for you.
Thank You for always being with me.
Going through all the tough times I have in my life.
Thank You for working in my life and letting me know that You are always with me.
Thank you for your grace and blessings,
I could not have asked for more.
Thank you for your love.
Thank you for dying on the cross for me.

Please help me live my life as a testimony for you.

Being a leader

When I lead others,
I want to earn their respect by being a good leader.
Not one who goes around shouting at people to get their respect out of fear.

I still have a lot more to learn from God.

I pray that God will teach me how to be a good leader.
I want to listen to His voice so that he can guide me how to walk the path as a leader.
I should love others as myself first.
Put their interest before mine.
Rebuke them lightly for their sake and not bring them down or crush their self-esteem with my words.

Cantankerous

Cantankerous;
I guess there is no better word to describe me in a few years back.
When I went to look at my previous blog,
I realise that I was always complaining about something or someone in about almost every post :/
The way I talked was so... immature.
Gosh I feel so ashamed that I went to delete the whole blog.
I really hoped I changed for the better since then (:

CHLOE [:

CHLOEEEE!

It's 12 am now! Happy 14th birthday! (:
Have an awesome day ahead!
Thank you for always being such a great friend.
Thank you for always playing with me Habbo,
though we dont really dont that now.
Hahah, we can play for hours and hours and hours.

Thank you for always being so selfless, always helping me with hesitation.
I will never forget the times we laugh so hard with Clarissa during Home Econs or when she does something funny.
We have been sitting ''beside'' each other for the entire 3 terms!
It's always so funny when you shout something loud out of the blue randomly or when you have your retarded moments.
Your laugh is always so contagious! I always want to laugh when you suddenly laugh out loud [:

I really thank God that he actually let me have a chance to be in this class so that I know you [:

OPEN SATURDAY

Today I ran a lot, all around Church chasing people.

It's kind of fun actually [:

I like the game where we had to find the different places according to the photos.

Gosh. 

I just realize my CG's very observant [:

They can just walk past the place and remember the small details. So scary ._.

Then there was the running game.

Some of us ran while others sit down and some solve the DIFFICULT questions.

It was so brain wrecking /: 

Took so many people to figure out one question.

Our CG only did one [: 

It was crazy when I became the seeker /:

The boys run so fast I cant even chase them /: it's kind of rough.

Only Emily can :O

When we were running to find more people, Aaron suddenly suggested the staircase.

So we all followed.

I was the first to open the door.

Then he hide behind the door to scare me, Dorcas & Emily -.-

I screamed then everyone else screamed.

Aaron started laughing crazily.

Dorcas and Emily started running to the lift.

I stayed and scolded him while laughing.

Then the both of them came back to scold him but we kept laughing so hard, 

we cant scold him properly -.-

Our group won! :D

Hahah, LOGOS ROCK.

Then we took all the sweets and food[LUCILLE'S IDEA] and go take pictures.

We were all so sweaty.

 

POP'11

Time flies!
Last year, we were still standing under the scorching sun,
waiting for the white badge to receive their posts.
Then came all the gruelling CCAs, competitions, camps.
Everything felt like it happened only yesterday.

Phew, we went through so much.
I cant believe they are actually leaving now.
Everything seems so out of place without them.
Though CCA's intimidating,
 Im sure every single one of us wish that we can relive those moments again.

I really regret not trying my best during CCA.
Now they will never get to witness when we give our best anymore.
But now we can do it for the grey badge! (:

All the best for O levels white badge!
We love you and you all will always be in our hearts!


this one's for you and me, living out our dreams,
and we're right where we should be
with my arms out wide, I open my eyes
and now all I wanna see is a sky full of lighters

JTC '11

AMANDA!
I just heard Kesha's we are who we are on 987 FM.
Then I thought about our group cheer.
Then I thought about JTC [:

Though JTC's full of tekans and changing parade,
I found out that it's actually not that scary!
It's really great to be in the same bunk and even the same group as you again! [:
Thank you for going through so much with me!

All the games, sharing ground sheets, pumping together with the flag, bunk item, bunk inspection etc.
I will remember all this [:
Thank you for coming up with such a wonderful group cheer.
You should have gotten the whole packet of marshmellows [:

Thank you for always leading me :)
Im so happy for you that you get the ____ award!
I forgot what's it's called D: SIGH.
I really hope I can be your AL for minicomp this year [:

Sorry for always disappearing during triage -.-
Sometimes I also dont know where I disappear to -.-
Sorry for shouting at you and to everyone else I shouted at, I didnt mean to /:
I was just very urgent about aligning our things and there was not much time left so I ...]:

anyway,
LOVE YOU! [:

GDOP'11

I was so lazy to blog but beverlyleowwenxin keep bugging me to do it -.-

OHHH GDOP! (:
It was super meaningful (:

Before we went onto the bus, we gathered at our new church building :]
Hahah, then we had our ''historical moment''.
We told jokes, explore the toilet /:
LOL. Aaron laughed the loudest. again.

this time we went to the adult's one.
Before we started, we took a lot of pictures with Deborah's itouch.
Bev's hair keep blocking our faces. LOL.
the songs we sang are NICE too (:

Then they gave talks about what to pray on.
then we prayed (:

After everything end, the CG girls all huddled together to pray together (:

Yup, then we took bus back to woodlands station (:

STORY

There's a story behind every person.
There's a reason why they are the way they are.
They aren't just like that because they want to.
Something in the past created them,
and sometimes it's impossible to fix them

BEING ME

I love being me.
It's just that sometimes being me isn't good enough for everyone.

BACK

Im back to revive this blog (:
actually no, I just came back for that one person.
So that I can use my blog to encourage her.

IM SURE YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.
I dont know what happened but you dont want to share /:
You know how worried I am?
You keep posting emo stuff on facebook, your blog, tumblrs until Im being influenced by your emo-ness -,-
You keep posting stuff like FORCING LAUGHTER FAKING SMILES.
Gosh .___.
I know something's happening okay -.-
I known you for so long already.
How can I not sense it -.-

I know your not okay ._.
I know you want someone to go look in your eye and say ''I KNOW YOUR NOT OKAY''. right right? :D
Too bad I cant do that now.
I only can do that this Sunday (:

STRESSED

My Physic teacher's so dedicated.
If I dont do well this term, I know I will be so guilty :(

SLEEPING.

Today we watched a video on a dedicated doctor (:
He's doctor Lee, I forgot what's his full name but he's JOHN LEE (:
He's so nice and noble!
I want to work hard to help the other people too (:

However, some people were sleeping while the video is played.
Literally -.- They have to shaken hard before they are willing to wake up -.-
Sigh...

ALWAYS REMEMBER

"Always remember;
when the pain of holding on is greater
than the pain of letting go
it's time to let go"

Faith trust and pixie dust

So come with me, where dreams are born,
and time is never planned.
Just think of happy things, and your heart will fly on wings,
forever in Never Never Land

-Peter Pan

(:

LEADERSHIP WORKSHOP

Hey, today didnt turn out as boring as I thought it would be for the leadership workshop (:
We played games.
There was one where we had to like lie down and support each other to show a shared vision ._.
That was super fun. I had to support Chloe and Yu En had to support me.
Then suddenly, something triggered Chloe to laugh,
then I can feel her vibrating and it was so ticklish so I started to laugh and I was vibrating crazily too >< I think I made Yu En laugh too ._.
LOLS. We were having difficulty supporting each other ._.
She said she wanted to punch me -.-
see how violent she is ._. Gosh.

It's always a great time to laugh during this kind of games (:

lalalala.
Chloe and me are always talking about habbo nowadays.
We got addicted again :O

It's always great to know that

It's great to know that there's actually so many other people who's comforting you when your sad over one person.
It's great to realise how there are many greater people when you compare to one person.
It's great to realise how much other people actually mean to you compared to that one person.


Anyhoo, Nicole and Yu en were being .__. yesterday (:
Nicole was helping yu en to hold all her stuff.
Yu En : we are just going to drop our stuff down
Nicole: *immediately drops her stuff*
Yu En: that's the stupidest thing you ever did.

They are always quarrelling (:

Z COMP (:

Today wasn't so bad (:
THANK YOU GOD FOR LETTING US WIN THE SECOND PLACE FOR ZONE COMPETITION (:

We were still so worried for footdrill because it was so... -.-

But... (:
Thank you God :'')

DISAPPOINTMENT

As we grow up, we realise that even the one person that wasn't supposed to let us down , probably will.

I got that from Beverly's blog. The sentence just screams right into your face that it is so true.

I went back to look, I searched everywhere, under every possible button, but it just wasnt there anymore.

CHEMISTRY LAB

I forgot to post about today! :/
Today we went to Chemistry Lab! (:
Me, Chloe, Ellysya, Liang Ying and Clarissa were sharing one bench so we did the experiment together.
I kept touching Ellysya's sunburn ._. SORRY.
We were supposed to do on how acids react with metals, right? I forgot :/
Then there was one where we have to lower the lighted splint into the test tube to hear the 'pop' sound.
Chloe was holding then we got scared so she pushed the whole thing until it touched the acid but nothing happened. LOLS (:
Then we were all laughing like crazy.
2nd attempt: We havent really hear the sound then we jumped and screamed then we got scolded :(
In the end we heard it, it was not that scary or loud right (:

It was fun.
I must say Ellysya was kind of like the bravest (:
It must be hard being a chemist :/
I dont think I can be one if Im scared of the chemicals and stuff :/

OPEN SUNDAY

I just want to say that I have colgate and butter and some colour stuff spread all over my hands while playing the open sunday game today ! :D
The game was some pulling tail game again then my tail kept dropping out on it's own :/
It was fun scaring people like Lucille with the butter and colgate then it was so easy to grab their tails (:
BEVERLY LEOW. you were the most troublesome one.
Keep calling for help from others :/ Or keep running huh, make me so breathless.
I must train my stamina more :/
After that we went back.
But bev say she was hungry so she went to buy soya bean drink then I eat the ice-cream (:
Then we went home.
Oh I forgot to say that Christal kept JABBING me >:
CHRISTAL CHAN. I will jab you the next CG :P

It's worth it to see you so happy in such a long time (:
USE THE WALLET WHICH I GAVE YOU (:
You know I was so happy when I heard you say you hate your current one, I was so scared you started liking it then dont like the wallet which I brought.
SO BEV LEOW, STAY HAPPY <3 (:

BEVERLY'S BIRTHDAY

Hey BEVLEOW!
Happy14thbirthday! :DD
Im one hour early! (:
Im so sorry that I couldnt go to CG and give you the jar together with the rest to see you touched (:
You must be honoured by the stars I folded for you okay!
because it's like the first time Im folding so if it's falling apart... ._.
and that I risked my life yesterday calling you to say happy birthday while crossing the road right after my training (:
I know folding stars cannot be compared to everything you have done for me on my birthday.
Thank you for being so special in my life. You impacted me greatly (:
I love you always and I will always be there for you! (:

I really hope to make your birthday really special (:
So dont disappoint me by saying you dont look forward to it ):
You should be happy on your birthday!
It's like celebrating your existence on Earth and in our lives.
Just imagine if our CG is missing anyone, it would never be the same.
Plus, it's also thanking God that He allowed you to come to Earth on this day because He has great plans for you.

So there. You musn't say you dont look forward >:



BEVLEOW.

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY! (:

BEHAVING LIKE RETARDS (:

Yesterday me and Yu En were kind of like retards (: LOLS.
We were getting scared of ''it''.
Then Yu En keep making me scream on the way to the MRT.
Actually we were both screaming at everything. HAHS.

Then today we were having this leadership programme thingy.
We had game stations.
Yu En suddenly grabbed me for the third one and suddenly we were the only ones hopping in our group from one end of the classroom to the other.
Despite the numerous must be in sync reminders in CCA, we were totally not in sync :/ HAHS.  Luckily, the coach didnt see or see we couldn't have passed the station.

Anyways, I had difficulty memorising my notes but my mum helped me (:
She was doing funny actions and comments and boasting about how easy it is :/

BEVERLY LEOW.
Your very ironical huh.
I saw you online on facebook then I type WOAH SOMEONE'S FINALLY ONLINE and then you offline -.-

AMANDA LIM.
Update your blog and get a chatbox! (:
I love your blog, nice font and mainly because the first post is about me (:
Tag me at my tag box! (:
It's there ----------> if you dont know -.-
The purple and white box thingy? (:
and go memo your notes, dont give up (:

MY 14TH BIRTHDAY!

12 more minutes to the end of my birthday! ]:
But I had the most AWESOME-EST birthday in my life.

Firstly, Thank you squadmates for wishing me happy birthday yesterday!
Thank you for screaming and singing so loudly just to sing happy birthday for me (:
Really, you all pretended so well that you didn't know my birthday, esp. YU EN.
Hahs. Thank you Yu En for sms-ing them to serenade to me (: though you use the wrong term , I still love you ! (:
 Really , it was so touching!

Now. TODAY :) CG.
I went to CG at admiralty station with my fried rice.
Then I found out that all the girls were not meeting us except for Elna.
I got a bit suspicious and even more suspicious when Kylen just popped out (:
Then I was getting impatient because we were waiting but waiting for no one so I asked Aaron to call Lucille.
Then Aaron said that we can only go after Lucille called us.
Then I got more SUSPICIOUS :O
So finally we went to Beverly's house after waiting for the long long bus :/
We ate a lot.
Really , I was stuffing myself with food, just to find out we still have steamboat plus dessert.
Then I realise that why every now and then a lot of people is entering and leaving Bev's room.
So I got more SUSPICIOUS :O
Then I wanted to take Kylen's ipod but everyone is like bent on dragging me away from Beverly's room.
So I got more SUSPICIOUS :O
After that, it was close to 4pm, I had to go because I had some dinner to attend.
Then Lucille was suddenly screaming at me to take more pictures.
I wanted to leave then you all drag me back to take more and christal chan snatched my bag which made me more irritated because I was running late -.-

Then Aaron brought out a birthday cake which you all made it especially for me (':
Then you all started to sing happy birthday to me (:
AWWW....
I was really surprised that you all brought me a birthday cake!
I only knew you all were planning something but not this big...
Im so sorry that I had to rush and can't admire the cake.

CG, DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS FOR ME TO PRETEND NOT TO KNOW AND HAVE TO ACT SURPRISE :/
because I didnt want to spoil your surprise!
But Im still surprised in a way. (:

I love the board. Really. I shall hang it up in my room (:
I love all of you!

It's really a blessing to be able to celebrate my birthday with you and to receive all your cards on the board.

I LOVE MY 14TH BIRTHDAY.

Okay, it's 12:02 already! (:

AMANDA! (:

Hey Amanda! Probably you see this, probably you dont. I know I should be revising but since you told me to wait for you I will wait then ._.

But anyways, I just want to say that your always my best friend okay?
Im really happy to know that we are sort of closer now? At least we won't fight that often now.

I really miss being in the same class as you. Really, a lot. You always make me laugh when Im around you by doing a lot of silly stuff... such as saying the wrong things, or just spitting something out while speaking. LOLS.
I miss doing science experiments with you. I still remember we dont really pay attention then in the end doing the wrong things and nearly spoil the science apparatus.
Your always so kind and innocent and a SMARTY PANTS -.-

I know we may have misunderstandings last year and I know mostly are caused by me. Im so sorry. Now, I find myself really childish for fighting with you when actually there's no reason to. Im so sorry again, I keep taking our friendship for granted.

But still, thank you for giving me so many sweet memories (:
such as kayaking and YOG and many more.
Plus you went through so much with me during CCA, always helping me during changing parade, sharing my blanket pillow with me and complaining about each other. LOLS.

I love how much we always have something to talk about most of the time (:

I just want to say that although drama is hard, just hang in there (:
Act well and make me proud!
Though it's the road less travelled, that makes it all the more interesting!
So manage your time properly then you can revise! (:

Lastly, I thank God for letting me have a chance to know you. If I didnt come back to Charity, I wouldn't have known you. If I didn't join my current CCA, I guess I wouldnt have a chance to go through all the difficult CCA times with you. So I feel that God has given me a chance to know you and Im thankful for that (:

Please dont think that I dont want you as my friend anymore, so what if we are not in the same class anymore?
We can be in the same one next year! (:

I have so many things to tell you but I just ca'nt say everything out now.
But just know that I LOATHE/LOVE YOU! (:

CHINESE NEW YEAR

Whoo Hoo... CNY (:
Why is the CNY holiday so SHORT -.-

We had steamboat for reunion dinner (:
Though this year was kind of quiet because some people cannot make it :(
Well , it was still kind of yummy (:
I think I gobble down the most abalone according to my mother.
Sorry... I didnt realise I ate so many :/
I didnt sleep until 12 plus because my mum say we have to shou sui for our parents so they can live long long but I went to sleep at 10 , woke up at 11 but stay up til 12. I dont think that's counted :O

The next day , I went to my grandma's house to bai nian (:
Every year we do that, and every year it's so crowded.
I kind of like how crowded it is (:
The house is so packed and noisy.
Then when you arrive, everyone will just stuff red packets to you.
After that fuss about how big you have grown :/
Then my grandma would be so busy preparing our lunch.
The house is stuffed with 6 other families, plus all the children and teenagers all running around (:

Then they would be playing cards -.- haix.
They would drag everyone in to play too :/
I almost lost all my red packet money.
Luckily Im smart to play a few rounds then escape (: HAHS.
They seem to like to play cards a lot -.-

We stayed until 10 plus. reached home at 11 plus.
Tired. Seriously. There's almost nothing else to do besides forcing yourself to watch the television because my cousins are either playing cards,  gone home, too young or too old to play with :/

2nd day:
Went to my youngest uncle's house.
Then everyone came too...
TO PLAY CARDS AGAIN. GOSH.
So I went and spend time with my P6 cousin.
She taught me how to play a little piano.
She's AWESOME (: thanks.
Then dinner time came...
Our parents share cost and I went with my cousins to buy Mac Donalds for dinner. On the 2nd day of CNY -.-
Cost over 80 dollars :O
Reached home at 10 plus.
That was how my CNY went :/
If only we could put fire crackers and fire works (:

OOOO, I forgot to say that I stuff myself with FOOD :]
I ate tins of love letters, containers of pineapple tarts, other goodies.
It's no surprise I became FAT again (:

CG OUTING: EAST COAST

As promised to Deborah (:

OH NO. When did we go to east coast. Oh yes , on 27th Dec 2010. Memory failing :/

I met Emily, Mervin , Aaron , James , Joshua , Gabriel at Woodlands station at 10.30am. We were late because we were trying to contact other people.
Then went to bus interchange to take bus.
Suddenly our bus went by.
So we ran really fast in the bus interchange.
I think I knocked into many people :/ SORRY.
On the bus, we talk to Mervin, listen to music.
It was really long, phew. 45 mins?
The air-con was above me, and I was freezing like crazy -.-
Plus, I have to keep turning my head to face Mervin when he is talking or else its rude so my neck hurt :/

Finally. YES, FINALLY we reached. Waited for the boys to buy chicken rice. Meanwhile, some of us went to see some pet shop.
Then Mervin say that these pet shops never feed the fishes so he put his hand on top of the tank then all the fish really swam up, thinking that it was food.
After that we have to leave, then someone saw this cute rabbit on the other side of the store.
So I went to look at it although it smells.
The brown one was so so so cute (:
One of them looked as if it has mascara.
So beautiful (:
Then we walked to east coast.
Walked kind of far.

Met the others at Macdonalds(:
I was starving. fine. Maybe not since I did nothing but sat in the bus :/
Then we brought our food.
Deborah made us gingerbread cookies! EEE... it was super nice.
DEBORAH , I WANT SOMEMORE ! (:
Woah , Macdonalds long queue.
After finish eating, we hurry off to rent bikes because it looks as if it was gonna rain plus the weather forecast says it would.

I rent a bike with Klyen (: We sat the two-seater one. Argh , what is it called?
SADLY, I STILL CAN'T RIDE A BIKE. yes , I can't :/ Embarrassing. Gosh.
So kylen has to control the balance and weight.
Im so heavy some more :/ AWWW. thanks kylen (:
At first it was kind of scary because kylen was riding super fast :/
But it was really fun to feel the wind against your face (:
Then Aaron kept laughing a Joshua's bike because it's too small.
And CG, we all know how irritating Aarons laugh is :D
So in the end , everyone was laughing.

Afterwhich , Emily fell down ]:
Oh no... hope she recovered already.
It's alright ! There's so many more outings (:
Im sure to fall during one of them since Im still so accident prone :/
So your not the only one ! (:
Anyways , Lucille stayed with her. Mervin has to go pick up Christal and Elna.
So we went on.
Im so sorry that I don't know how to ride a bike so Kylen can't bring Emily.
So sorry ]: Now I feel im responsible.
Anyways , we ride until very very far.
Tiring...
Because Kylen peddle too fast then sometimes my feet cannot catch up so it was like flying ._.
Aaron laughed at me. Ended up everyone laughing at me :/
LOLS.
It was tiring to peddle...

Then Christal came. She and Gabriel cycled the fastest :/
Then it started raining.
We lost the others behind because we decided to go on and they wanted to go to the shelter.
We went on because Kylen wanted to show us the chalet.
Then we finally reached.
Then was a sign reading " something... something... prosecuted''.
Then Christal was like '' Oh my , we are gonna get prosecuted'' :/
LOLS. we didn't go in.
Anyways , the rest catched up with us.
We had to go back because it's like gonna be time to return the bikes.
James had roller blades on so he can just grab hold of my bag while we were cycling :/ so he didn't have to do any work.
phew. finally returned the bikes.

Anyways, Kylen HO.
thank you for cycling with me.
I know it's difficult bacause im heavy :/
Although the cycling trip was DANGEROUS, we bumped into rubbish bins and almost bumped into PEOPLE and lamp posts ._.
Next time dont care about your hair, just concentrate on cycling ! ._.
Lols, we had oil on our legs plus scratches :/

Oh , and James even treat us to a can of drink.
THANKS ! (:
Kylen deserves more then me since she's the one peddling so hard.

Then we walked to the beach. We didn't build sandcastles :/
Instead we pushed Lucille into the sea (:
We got wet ourselves :/
The waves kept making me fall down which is FUN! :]]

Then we walked to some shopping centre. Walked very far :/
Regreted going into the water because it was raining and cold.
Reach shopping centre.
Brought Aunty Anne's PRETZELS! :O
It's super nice.
Then we changed and then went back.
Kylen, Dorcas and Elna went back in taxi but I, being so noble so I went to take bus with Christal :D
Then the rest went back too.
We decided to meet the Kylen, Dorcas at causeway point to eat dinner.
So me, Christal plus the two of them went to eat the food centre after the LONG LONG LONG bus journey back.

It was FUN (:
YAY! I finally typed this post out.
I typed it like over a week still cannot type finish because I keep getting distracted while typing... ._.