Thursday, October 13, 2011

She, you & me


LOOK AT THOSE TWO BESIDE ME.
HAHAHAH YES,
we are all retarded in a way,
just that the two of them are more retarded ._.
I think I was influenced by them.

Anyhoo.
It was so fun during the half-a-squad lunch (:
I didnt know what happened but I suddenly laughed so hard when Sheng Hui slapped me (yes, she slapped me literally /: )
So I started tumbling onto Hui Yee and then we were laughing so hard.
I even buried my face in my bag.
But I cant hide my unglam-ness,
According to Hui Yee, I laughed so hard until I snort ...
Ouch, I laughed until my stomach hurt.
Qing Le wasnt laughing so much, just that she kept making funny comments to make me laugh.

Thank you the both of you for always bringing me so much laughter (:
I always cant help but laugh when im around the both of you.
Im kind of glad for zcomp,
if not we would not have spent so much time together!

Now for the serious part :O
You may think im weird that I suddenly became so evangelistical and share the gospel with you and all that.
But I feel that it's very urgent and important.
Who knows what will happen tomorrow?
and No im not imposing my views on you,
I just want you to have a chance to know who God is and hope that you will believe in him (:
So that next time when I go to heaven, I can see the both of you there too (:


Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Life With God

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“ That I no longer live, but Christ lives in me.
That cross was my death too. “

Christ

Freedom

I knew everyone could not contain their excitement as we waited for Mr Tan to collect our papers.
The whispering turned to shouting as he finally collected all our papers.
We were so noisy that even our Vice-Prinicpal came in to scold us...
Nevertheless, my Exams are over and Im FREE from the books! (:
No more sleeping for only 3 or 4 hours and struggling to stay awake in class by asking my friends to poke or slap me if I really do fall asleep /:

I thank God that throughout this exam period,
He let me see how wonderful my teachers are by sending all those touching and personal encouragement e-mails to the class.
Especially Mr Tan.
Tears welled up in our eyes as we read them and we felt so bad that we did not pay our full attention in his Physics class.
Even when he stepped on a nail and got admitted to the hospital, that was just one week before the exam, he was still worried about us and sent us all the past year papers to do for physics...
Plus, he always sacrifice their image during classes by saying or doing something funny when they teach just so that we can remember what we are supposed to.
Though sometimes the things he says are kind of weird and worries us ._.
Thank God that all the other teachers are just as sweet (:

Thank God for my family.
Mum and Dad are always buying my favourite food, compromising with me. Especially my dad,
he always turn off the radio and television when I complained :( that it was too loud.
He even learnt how to order gongcha just for me.
Normally he will say that it's troublesome and he cant remember the name of the drink or the sugar level etc /:

though exams ended, I dont really feel the joy.
Maybe because I know I should have studied harder for God.

Hope bev's grandma will be alright! (:





Saturday, October 1, 2011

The image of a Christian

Dear God,

Today Eu Jin let us watch a video at the start of the camp comm meeting.
The video was about how some Christians focus on bearing the image of You that they take it as what Christianity means.
The video struck me a lot.
Because I know im like that.
Sometimes I know that I focus too much on how I potray the image of You to others rather than my relationship with You.
I even thought that by just bearing Your image was enough.
But You spoke to me today,
You told that the most important thing You wanted me to do was to search my own heart.

Love,
Dionis

Now all I have I count it all as loss
But to know You and to carry the cross
Knowing I'm found
In the light of the aftermath