Phew.
Upper Sec life is a huge jump from Lower Sec,
I can hardly catch my breath with all my homework piled up to my neck.
It's like before you can finish the ones that are assigned to you today, more and more comes in.
It's seems like homework becomes this debt that you can never pay off and you are chained with it forever. Then there's tests, graded assignments, tuition, revision to be done...
That's the least of my worries.
The one thing that im worried about is that Im so busy and caught up with school that Im spending lesser time with God.
Sometimes, I really don't want to just throw Him aside but I couldn't help but give in to fatigue after doing my homework.
Sometimes I feel so scared and guilty when I don't do my quiet time.
No, He didn't ask me to do it. Nor is He trying to guilt-trap me.
He's my Savior, the least I can do is give Him my time.
Dear Heavenly Father,
Please empower me and help me to manage my life.
Not by my own strength but Yours.
Lead me to live the life that You want me to.
Help me to guard my time with You jealously.
