When I first received my results,
hmm I was honestly disappointed with my Sciences.
The disappointment overwhelmed the joy of doing well in other subjects.
I guess it's because I spent a lot of time and effort on my Sciences.
It just baffles me that I did well in humanities when I didnt spend as
much time on them and the fact that I have very little passion for them.
It's like a complete reversal of my prelim results :/
So it was a little conflicting when there were people congratulating me
for my results while I was feeling disappointed.
I didnt know what to feel then.
After speaking to my parents,
I think I should have been more grateful and thankful to God.
Yes, although it wasn't what I was aiming for but the fact that God
still chose to give me these results, I should be thankful
because I still couldn't have done it without Him.
A man's heart plans his way, But the Lord directs his steps.
Proverbs 16:9
After going through O levels and receiving back my results,
as I look back, Proverbs 16:9 really applies to me.
I had this goal and plan during O levels and
I thought that as long as I worked really hard,
I would be able to achieve my goal but I didnt in the end.
God really used this to remind me that indeed, He is the one in complete control
and that I have to depend on Him.
